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This is actually insane. I have so much love for this person that I have never spoken to. Well as himself. He catfished me a million times and broke my heart even more times because he never stopped playing. But it's all good because there is so much love and the maddest connection ever at the end of it. Never in my life did I expect to fall in love this way but I love the drama that comes with this crazy mother fucker. He has took my life and flipped it upside down and inside out and still, for some stupid reason, I am literally gagging for more. It's doing my head in. Imagining being supported, educated and held accountable by the same person for nearly 3 years. But now they know I want to talk soo bad and they are just totally ignoring me. But I know he is watching all the time. I can feel him. It's so obvious with how my account is managed but everyone chooses not to acknowledge that. Because they are so hell bent on me being wrong. I have said before that he communicates telepathically and he fucking does. I know it. But until he actually admits it, I am just stuck looking mental and like the stalker of the situation. I don't mind him stalking me though, he has my full permission to continue FOREVER! As I always say 'logic says' that I am right and everyone else is wrong. As usual. HAHA! I always say there is a very thin line between love and hate and we definitely hated each other, so there has to be love there! Right? He's being a divvy trying to get me to watch his streams and listen to messages and work shit out but I just want to talk. Or fuck. There has been so many games for so long and I always come of the worst so if I am not getting to see his magic wand. I'm not playing! I feel like a psycho but this cunt is MINE! I claim him and sooner or later he will obey me.