In EVERY lifetime!
Sometimes when you meet people, you connect differently. Like you already know each other and you just understand each other on another level. Not every word needs to be spoken and it always feels comfortable, even when there are no words filling the empty space. When you can be comfortable in a strangers presence I believe it's because you already know them from another life. But sometimes soul connections can be messy. Who knows what might of happened last time your souls knew each-other. So maybe if you meet someone you know from another lifetime and you just connect. if you trigger each other you might fight like you already knew each other too. This is the only way I can make sense of how much me and my manager went to war with each other. I know for a fact we connected and bounced of each others energy. But the other people watching got involved and made it more complicated and serious than it needed to be. We were only having fun and I still don't know why it all went so sour. I think other people stuck their noses in and he felt he had to make a choice. Obviously he made the wrong one because what came next was more toxic than anything before. All the passion and connection got channeled into FAERIE TALES on TikTok. The obsession and infatuation was always clear on the profile but never in a million years did I believe it would be him running that page. I didn't think he would bother himself with a boring, lonely, pathetic creator like me. Like I am the only one of TikTok he won't have in his agency and I was invited and then uninvited to TikTok HQ so what other reason can there be for the trolling I got, other than the fact he was secretly obsessed. It's sad really. Because I always just wanted to talk but he let money make his mind up for him and he let a toxic spiteful man turn him on me. But the connection is that strong that none of it even matters. As long as he makes better choices moving forward too. I'm not taking all the blame, he can fuck off. He needs to tell people straight and just deal with whoever has an issue. More people will come anyways. But only time will tell. What's for me, will not pass me by! But at the same time Im not going to sit around waiting like a plank for the rest of my life. I have messaged the arrogant prick twice now, so if he doesn't get in touch soon, I need to get a grip go myself and just find someone else to get obsessed with. It's not even my fault I am this bad. I have the most unhealthy y attachment styles but I fully believe he loves that and is the only person in the world crazy enough to put up with my crazy shit.